no, don´t let me go.

I don´t want to be princess of China, I don´t want to be alone in a big castle, surrounded with nothing but strange looks of disappointment and pity. Don´t want the castle, neither the ring, I don´t want the jewerly or the balls, I want to be alone in my room. I´ve wanted to stay in my room for almost 3 weeks, 3 weeks that I´ve been paciently waiting as a cow is longing its hour in a meat restaurant. I don´t know what will happen, and I´ve already made illusions, why do I always do that? I can´t believe how I´ve already seen myself stading a podium, walking by your arms and watching how the crowd gathers and rejoices for our meeting.
I don´t want to be a princess, I´m scared. Are you going to steal my heart?
China shall never have a monarchy, I will not allow it. I´m to scared to know.
I refused the crown, I ran away.